Diary: Page Seven

Four rises, Avenhar had said, but I suppose these sorts of things aren't exact. I didn't understand what she said, only that it would take longer. That I would have to wait longer, and she couldn't say for how long. I just want to know, is that too much to ask?

It's outside of my control, like so many other things.

And I can't stay here anymore. Johaan's been calling me back, and I can't just ignore it anymore, not when I have no idea when I'll be able to go back.

I hate all of this.