The Visit

[shosen]

Hello again Sakti, I'm sorry it's been so long.

Things have been... I suppose they've been busy. The last time I was here, I think I was still working for the Apothecaries, did I tell you that? Not that it matters now. Because now I'm not. I suppose I'm free.

I don't know...

Today Tundrarunner said that people who expect the worst, usually find it. I've certainly found it, but not always, right?

I wish there were more cases of not, though I've had some lately, more than I can ever remember, and I'm thankful for it. Things that have helped me, made me stop and actually look...

I'm starting to think that I have to change, well, everything. That I've built myself on an unstable base. Sometimes, I think you might understand a part of that, if I told you why. Even I can see that's strange.

But there's no point in talking about it like this, is there?

I miss you.

I know you can't change anything, that none of us can, but I hope to have to you back again soon. I'll be patient. Besides, this is probably frustrating you more than it is me, isn't it?

I'll be back soon. Keep yourself safe my friend, where ever you are now.