Diary: Page Thirty

[shosen]

So, they know now. I just sort of, blurted it out while everything was confusing and we were trying to tell them about… the other thing.

Tundrarunner said it had to be told at some point, but… this, might have been worse than never speaking about it. From poor Barbot coming in at the middle, to Cirene’s strangely barbed comments, to Jessa and Siwili’s acceptance, to Borel’s… I don’t know what that was.

This is what going crazy is like? No, being inside of it is. Not that I want him to know that, definitely not!

I never wanted to say anything.

Too many of us broken and hurting. Is it more than half the people he knows now?

Please, don’t let this change anything, please. I’ll behave.

I’ll be good.

Please.